End Of The 1st Semester Countdown

As time passed by..there are so many things that I have learned through my studies at here. From zero to the now i am..different from the old petty now im more mature and ready enough to handling the incoming problems. Troubles truly a friend to us, every stepped that we've took there surely a trouble and from there we learned to be a better person. Well, here im not going do talk about all the trouble that i've been trough but to reflect on that.

Since i've finished my last paper for this final exam, i feel like my burden lighten than before. Now i can really take a long rest without worried about the upcoming paper. While im lying on my bed and starring at the wall, suddenly the past of valuable memories arise. There are so many up and down stories in my life at here, studies and life at here a totally different from 'the one' i had before.

Life at here, like others, im trying to be more independent and not too depends on others help but sometimes when difficulties comes it is hard to avoid such principle. Advantageously, it open my eyes on how the true face of a friend is. It make me realize that my bunch of friends will disappear when it come to getting help from them. And since that i told myself to be more careful in making friends. Moreover, i also know how to manage my finance wisely than before. Living here use a lot of money, RM100 seems like a RM10, every little things need money to walk with. There was a day when i completely had no money left to use and i had to fasting for a day until my parent can put in some money into my account. From that day, i told myself to spend the money wisely and never blow it for something that unnecessary. Anyway, i truly enjoy my new life at here and grateful for all the sweet time i had with all the new faces in my life.

Meanwhile, the experiences of study in this new environment totally freak to me. The learning seems like 'fast and furious', it is a nonstop learning centre where everyday we have to catch as fast as we can so that we won't miss a thing. Moreover, the tutorials and PBL like a never ending test and now another big test(final examination) i have to face on. Anyway, it is the best learning experience i ever had because there are so many things i gain in a short time of period and there are no more teacher feeding notes, all are depends on our own effort. As a varsity student, we cant walk alone because most of the assignments and works need to be done in a group. It can be say almost 60% grouping assignment than individual. When i first hear about it, it seems easier to score but later on there are so much of problems that occurred to gather commitment from all the members. But, at the end when it comes the time to summit the assignment, unbelievable the commitment up to 100% of desperation. Overall, i start to adapt with such kind of learning process and hope that i can do better in the next semester.

Last but not least, i want to thank Pn. Sitha for everything that she had taught us and make us be a better person than before and also teach us how to think critically in this life. The English For Law lesson totally helpful on how to understand and read 'law' effectively.

My Break

After all the hard works and tiredness and also lake of sleep, the sem break finally arrived and i can 'balik kampung' to see my beloved family. There is been a long times i haven't going back home and during my life at UKM, it really teach me how to appreciated all the times we have with our family members especially when all of us grown up and will have our own life, to gather together as a family will getting harder as all of them are busy with their own life and jobs.

Back to my reflection, for this is my first sem break as a university student maybe not mush different with school break accept for me i need to travel far to going back home and take a very tiring journey all the way home. But before i can really going back home, there is a important duty, or actually a camping that i had sign in to attend it. The aim of the camping is to gather all the students especially from Sabah and Sarawak, who are not going back on the sem break to take part and join the activities. At the beginning, it is quite tough for me because i dont even know one of them and that the chance for me to build up my social web or network with other side of my own world. For the first time of my life, i finally can meet such great students that same races with me. As personal, im grown up in a such multiracial community and never had a chance to experience living in my own culture and communicate with someone that are same ethnic like me. Maybe some mind thing it is ridiculous and not important but for me, i have been living a far from my own culture and races makes me feels that it is important to me to search back my background. From the gathering, it is really help me to cope all the curiosity within me. Finally i got the chance to speak by my own language with others than speak the same with me although my Iban language is bad. Furthermore, the camping truly give a lot of benefits to me because im not only can explore my own culture but also gain so many knowledge and experiences throughout my 4 days and 3 night at Johor.

After the incredible tripped at Johor, it is time for me to enjoy my rest and holiday at home. But im not going to wasting my break by sleeping and eating for the whole days left. So, as it is still in the 'Raya' mood and still in the moment of festive, i decided to have a '1 Malaysia' trip to all my Muslim friends that celebrated Hari Raya. Why i call it '1 Malaysia' trip, because all my friends comes from different races, religion, and culture stick together in one car to celebrated Hari Raya. It seem like common to us, but to me as a Malaysian that really show us who Malaysian is and such things may not happen without congeniality. We should realize and back to basic on how to take care of our Malaysian, by the simple things that we do it is not only can bring us together but it also can makes us apart. Festive season always be the best times to unite all the Malaysian together under the one roof of Malaysia and learn others culture as it is our responsible as a part of this community.

SIMULATION...

Konnichiwa....we meet again in the second entry of the reflection..emm...there is not much that i want to reflect on maybe because of the boring life that i've been through in this few week.. struggling for the mid semester exam without enjoy the other activities had turn my life into passive and uncolourful..the only thing that i see is book and book and book..hehe and also my roomate's face..Sue May...Before im entering this campus life people keep saying that the life at there are more exciting and socialist but what i have is the other side except going outing and wasting money in the weekend..hehe anyway shopping is the must for every woman right although just looking around without buying anything at the mall..tired but worthy..

Let's we just skip to the real reflection of mine..THE SIMULATION..fEw week ago i've done my simulation in Persatuan Pelajar actually it should been done at last week before before sems break but because of certain problem it have to be settle early. The simulation is about handle or organize a formal ceremony such as Majlis Perasmian or event that include important person. We had been given 3 days to prepare our assignment and present it creatively on the last day.

At first, it is seem like impossible to take up the job as we're not even know each other and never speak to each other although we had meet before in the lecture. But anything gonna been done or we'll lost our big mark for the exam. From the group assignment we're start to build our relation and form a strong team to compete with the other team. Each of us had actively involved and gave full commitment and effort to make sure the ceremony run smoothly as we have plan.

At Last....the relief..is unexplainable..everyone finally can go back and rest and for the whole day after the unrestable day..hehe..but the important thing is each of us had bring the precious prizes..knowledge, teamwork spirit and the softskill that we can only earn it through experience....LEARN TILL THE END OF UR LIFE

Reflection on the issue of 'teacher raped student'

Hi everyone...hope that all of you have a very blissful day especially after read my reflection..hehe..Firstly before i start with my reflection i want to express how glad im being here as one of the students of this varsity, ukm. Actually, im never put a dream of being a lawyer but by the support from form 6 teacher, Mr Morgan im dare to take the challenge although i know it is a 'tough' course to take especially for someone beginner like me who are for the first time knowing what is the real meaning of 'law' and im not the kind that like to follow the rules..hehe.. So right now im here to carry on the dream of my parent and teacher.

Lately, we heard people talking about the issue of sex abise especially among the student who are been raped by their own teacher someone who should be the guardian to the children turn to be a terrorist. Actually i've been looking at the problem seriously since the first time i read about the case of sex abuse. I hope that someday i'll have a chance to defend and help the victim of sex abuse. Emm..maybe by taking this course i will be able to be closer to the victim.

Now the problem seem to become serious when someone who look so prefect in our eye give us knowlegde teash us to become man doing something that unforgivable. The victim are not only among the female but also to the male student. The main question in here is how could this person who we call 'teacher' willing to do such crime although they already know the consiquences and the punishment that they will get. The acute consequences of sexual abuse for both male and female victims include physical injury, psychological trauma and much more. As we know there are many programs that have been done to rise the public attention on this problem but it is seem like not enough to make people awake of how serious it is especially among the people in inland. So i hope by raising this issue we can together start our step to protect our next generation or i mean children from being sex abuse....UNITED WE STAND..