Wake up....Yuen!!!!!

Ooh…It is impossible….Today is my Contract PBL and I just finished it in a very ‘memorable way’.It is impossible and unbelievable that this kind of incident will happen on me since I have put efford in doing my research. Before my group enter into the meeting room where the PBL will going to start off, I manage to look at other groups’ members who have brought a lot of reading materials that may help them during the presentation .As the moment I stepped into the meeting room, some kind of uncomfortable feeling restrained my brain .In the meeting room, my colleagues were holding their bundles authority and argument text. However, I have nothing in my hand. I try to comfort myself by thinking that I already well-prepared and will not have any problem in my performance later. But …. I am wrong and come out from the meeting room with a groomy mood and it is a great failure to me. In the PBL , I have made a serious mistake when I failed to identify the applicable Act and misused the authority in a wrong way.
For me, the most significant element that I need to bear in mind is don’t over confidence without based on a reasonable ground. Previously , I thought I will able to perform well and so my lecturers can have a better relief for our PBL. However , I myself is the person that spoilt up my group .This is because of my over confidence on my own ability until not realize that I have been in a wrong track. From here, I feel like want to knock on my head as a punishment for my negligence in doing my work. My performance in the PBL has shown that if I still not realize on my own problem that I will stuck ion the way ti achieve my ambition and life goal.
Having experienced the worst performance that I have presented in the PBL, I feel that the main key to keep myself aware to my weakness is ‘EFFORD’. Initially, I think that I have done my work in an excellent way but after this PBL , I realize that I am not efficiency and proactive in solving any problem. I have learned that if I have any obstacles in solving my problem, I must ensure that there are no leniency and clear confirmation may be carried out to avoid failure . This experience make me feel that if I am not meticulous in doing my work , the effect will not only happen on myself but the people that work with me as well. This understanding is essential to help me develops a positive characteristic and personalities. Otherwise, I will not able to perform in my future because this kind of understanding is important to guide me in doing my stuff in a proper way.
As a saying goes’ no pain no gain’ , therefore if we want to succeed in our life, the only tunnel that I can go along is put more effort and seek advises from other people to ensure that I am on the right track. If I am not try to ‘transform’ myself from now, the only thing I get is ‘FAILURE’ and become the loser forever for everything. I will work harder from now and hope that I will have the chance to experience the taste of success in my future .

Still not enough.....HOW?

Yeah...This is the last week we going to finish our first semester syllabus.I am not sure whether this is something that can we cheering up o not.Why I say so?Honestly, I have some kinds of uninvited feeling in my minds.I am not sure whether i can maintain my academic performance in a excellent way as i tried before in my STPM.I really worry about the new things happening around me.It's seem everthing still keep changing and I think I am totally loss out.

Withtin this week,we will going to finis up our MLS,CONSTI and CONTRACTS lecture.However,my curiosity and uncertainty on all the compulsory subjects make me
frustrate and I really unsatisfify with my own performance.I still grapping in a dark tunnel and don't know where is my final station to stop by.I have the feeling that the things happening around me really challenging my own ability.i hate this kind of feeling because i afraid that i can't make it and will be thrown out from the "express train'in my lecture hall. I already realise that I can't just stick to my outdated method to catch out my academic .

In the past two months, I have attended in every lecture and what i get is just have curiosity ang vagueness.I am confious about the rules and principles that really really important in my contracts law.Even if I can understand,there are no use at all becuase I have the problem to apply all the rules in the proper way.I am sad to look at my lecturer expression when we unable to give an accurate answer during the revision week.I can feel that they are totally frustrated.Our lacturers have told us that our group is not good enough if compared to our our seniors.However, I as a part from this badge has try my best to perform.I try to contribute as much as I could and not to make my lecturers dissapointed.However, when i am giving an inacurate answer,the effect will be more discouraging.The same condition happen in my MLS nad CONSTIL where I realise that I am not able to comprehend it well.This is the major problem that really make me worry about.

Although next week will be Raya Holiday but it's not an relaxing holiday at all.This holiday is the only time for me to get myself well-prepared and not being thrown out from the 'express train'. I hope that i really can cope with this and will not make my parent dissapointed. This is because my parent's special clause 'Be the best, be the hope and fight the worse'.I will use all the time I have in the coming holiday to cope with my weaknees and do the best.I want be a good models to my siblings and in the same time keep my parents' hope alive.....n Prof I trust that all group will present the best in the coming PBL week and hope it will give an relief to our lecturers' efford.

As the times go through......

In this fast developing global, major changes in different aspects are notorious to civilized people.Generally,There have positive changes in several fields such as our education system,communication system and even administration system which are essential to improve our society life style .However, there are not always have the win-win situation .Haha..as what our chinese custom said in 'YING and YANG' OR 'FENG SHUI' principle..

At this moment,we human already have the ability to do something extraordinary inventions like exploring the nature of the space by using advance technology and able to communicate with all the people around the world in all walks of life.All this changes are neccessary if we want to make a clear improvement in our life.I really appreciated to all this kind of positive changings because it not only can upgrade our life quality but help to inculcate the good moral values among the society as well.Community will be motivated to work hard and think critically in order to make any decision.However,sometimes all this positive acchievement will become certain and vague when the negative effects occured.

H1N1!!This is the most popular issue that we concerning recently.Although this issue has become the hot topic for quite a long time but it seem still have not meet the end.At the same time,there are more and more people getting ill with this infectious disease.Genious scientist still not able to invent an effective vaksin in curbing this disease.What has happen to our advance technolgy?Why we fail to counter this 'enemy' by using our most advance technology in the laboratory room?Why our brilliant scientists fail to produce any useful medicine to remedy this problem?Why this kind of contangious disease never heard in the ancient times?

In order to answer all the questions above, we should review to what we have done to the nature of the earth.We human on the way to improve our lifestyle have forgotten the resposibility to preserve the balance of ecology.It seem we need to sacrife the the beauty of nature on the way to live in advance lifestyle.However, if we think rationally, is the good quality of our lifestyle has the same value to the precious human life?H1N1 has caused many people loss their precious thing. They loss their family,their freedom and even their precious life .people who be diagnosed
H1N1 will be quarantined and can't enjoy their life in a normal way.Is this negative change is worthy to us in order to acchieve our unlimited desire?Is this compatible to the stability of a society?Definitely, they are not..

So,we human must able to evaluate and not doing something that are fatal to the ecology. If not there will have another 'nature punishment' as the time coming.Why i will say so? This is because past experiences that i realised have made me aware of it. If we human still do not take any initiative step to preserve the nature , it is not only 'Tsunami' or 'SARS' will be the negative effect but the there still have the another unexpected disaster in the future.
So,we must beware of it.

Hope all will be fine soon..GOD BLESS YOU..

MY FIRST VIEW ON UKM

Hi...firstly I really appreciate to my lecturer Puan Sitha because through our EFL lesson,I able to point out my view on certain issues in many way.Therefore,I will not bottle up myself anymore on the way to acchieve my life goal.In the class,I able to learn on how to think rationally in order to develop my analysing skill.

Honestly,life in university is totally different with what i have go along before this whereas only concerned with 'chasing exam paper'.UKM is an 'ideal studying place' for me to persue my course.Many people have asked me personally why do not make a 'wiser'decision by chosing UM as my next station to continue my life journey.The only answer from me is 'I alrealy choose the best'.Hahaha...However,in many people's view,UKM is a 'second class university'which is not good enough to match their 'beautiful score'stated in examination slip.Generally,UKM is no longer overwhelming by other local universities.For me,all local university have the same status in producing exellent 'products'in different kind of fields.There should be no more 'inner discremination' from any party.

As we know,UKM is not accredited as Universiti Apex but this supreme learning institution still have a stable reputation among us.The only different is just the 'honour clause'.Furthermore,in the way i get in deep to my main legal subjects, i feel pround on myself because i have be taught in two languages..HEY..We are good in two worlds.We are more advance if compare to others.I really really enjoy myself in this university.It's fantastic..I belief that there still have space for me to explore in this place in order to become more mutual.Mutuality and resourseful are the essential characteristics that need to be picked up if we want ourself to be endurance with all the obstacles in our future.Meanwhile,the most important thing is we must alert and always keep ourself abreast with the current issues or latest development in any aspect.

Finally,I hope my fellow classmate Bakri will able to get a taste to the new environment here in the way to make his own ambition become reality.(Althoght he has took my title 'GOOD DEBATER' from the past 'CANSELARI DEBATE COMPETITION')..Hehehe..Anyway,I hope i will be able to learn different kinds of reading skills from EFL lesson too and apply practically in my other compulsory legal subjects..Using the fastest way to comprehend my heavy main legal subjects and score well as my parent wish evernight or even everyminute..