Thursday, October 15, 2009

Wake up....Yuen!!!!!

Ooh…It is impossible….Today is my Contract PBL and I just finished it in a very ‘memorable way’.It is impossible and unbelievable that this kind of incident will happen on me since I have put efford in doing my research. Before my group enter into the meeting room where the PBL will going to start off, I manage to look at other groups’ members who have brought a lot of reading materials that may help them during the presentation .As the moment I stepped into the meeting room, some kind of uncomfortable feeling restrained my brain .In the meeting room, my colleagues were holding their bundles authority and argument text. However, I have nothing in my hand. I try to comfort myself by thinking that I already well-prepared and will not have any problem in my performance later. But …. I am wrong and come out from the meeting room with a groomy mood and it is a great failure to me. In the PBL , I have made a serious mistake when I failed to identify the applicable Act and misused the authority in a wrong way.
For me, the most significant element that I need to bear in mind is don’t over confidence without based on a reasonable ground. Previously , I thought I will able to perform well and so my lecturers can have a better relief for our PBL. However , I myself is the person that spoilt up my group .This is because of my over confidence on my own ability until not realize that I have been in a wrong track. From here, I feel like want to knock on my head as a punishment for my negligence in doing my work. My performance in the PBL has shown that if I still not realize on my own problem that I will stuck ion the way ti achieve my ambition and life goal.
Having experienced the worst performance that I have presented in the PBL, I feel that the main key to keep myself aware to my weakness is ‘EFFORD’. Initially, I think that I have done my work in an excellent way but after this PBL , I realize that I am not efficiency and proactive in solving any problem. I have learned that if I have any obstacles in solving my problem, I must ensure that there are no leniency and clear confirmation may be carried out to avoid failure . This experience make me feel that if I am not meticulous in doing my work , the effect will not only happen on myself but the people that work with me as well. This understanding is essential to help me develops a positive characteristic and personalities. Otherwise, I will not able to perform in my future because this kind of understanding is important to guide me in doing my stuff in a proper way.
As a saying goes’ no pain no gain’ , therefore if we want to succeed in our life, the only tunnel that I can go along is put more effort and seek advises from other people to ensure that I am on the right track. If I am not try to ‘transform’ myself from now, the only thing I get is ‘FAILURE’ and become the loser forever for everything. I will work harder from now and hope that I will have the chance to experience the taste of success in my future .

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