The Trigger

it cannot be. but yes..it did happened..im actually 'mourning' for my mid semester test. why? because i performed badly. i thought mid semester tests are nothing to be worried about. but the test proved me wrong. now, im regretting about my attitude back then. because now, the punishment for me is worrying wheather the result from the mid semester test would affect so much in my cgpa at the end of the semester. but on the other hand, im grateful about it. this is because i always believed that there must be a reason for everything that had happened...

the event of failing to perform well in those test made me realize that i should expect the unexpected. this is because for constitutional law, i expected that the question that will come out was about constitutionalism. i paid less attention to the other topics. but when i looked at the test paper, there was no even a single question about constitutionalism at all. serves me right....also, the test that i was having a few week ago made me think...maybe God wants to let me know that "you have not did enough". i admit that i have not read enough. i admit that i have not memorized enough case to be used in the test. i have only relied on cases that are being stated in my reference books. i made less or maybe no effort to look for other cases. the final exam is my second chance to improve myself. i will make sure that the same things will never happen again. because a new me has awaken....