Oh GOD i am under desperate now.. why should this happen to me? How am i going to manage my life here with all this problems? I always wonder why GOD has planned like this in my life even though i know that he is the doer and enjoy er.
This is the question that arose in my mind when i check my jpa status and i found out that my application was failed. I was disappointed because i was waiting for that opportunity since a long time ago. Besides that, my PTPTN also got some problem that i have to settle so that i can do application in the third group. I was imagining what shall i do with that money while waiting for the result but at last all my dreams had vanished as i notice that my application was failed. I do hope that when i appeal back i will get the scholarships.
Back to the reflection topic, i would like to share about the Pesta Konvo that recently held in UKM. I enjoy watching the opening ceremony very much because there was a lot of fireworks, performances by the 'PALAPIS', cultural dance, motor racing and many other things. I did not buy anythings because i do not have time and shortage of money. The best part is that when i and my friends go to the ghost house by paying RM 4. As we went into the ghost house we could not stop laughing because it not scary at all but we still enjoy the environment over there.
The second part of reflection is about the exams. I felt that the STPM is much more easier than law exam in this faculty. This is because when in STPM i could understand and know what i am studying. But things turn upside down when i am studying the law. Even though i read the cases for many times, i tent to forget after a short time. Same goes to some of my friends from other courses, saying that they cannot remember every thing that they studies. I think this problem occur because when i was studying in STPM the teachers said that your one leg is already in the university and it is your result that will confirm you in the university. My teacher also tells that once you are in the university, the life is very memorable and i can enjoy myself. But i see that it does not happen in my life over here. I have to face the opposite situation where i have to double up my effort to study and there is no time to play fool.
So to overcame this problem, the only way that i have is to surrender everything to god so that he will take care over his child. I also always do prayer so that he will help and guide me in passing trough this challenging life.
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