Friday, July 31, 2009

dejavu......


Assalamualaikum and hi to whole bunch of my classmate and mdm sitha.Apparently, this is like my second trial in publishing this post..... is a nightmare and i think it is not appropriate for me to share it here because it is way too much to handle..... hahahahaha..... thanks to my friends i finally manage to post this in a hurry...... Now i just helping my mind to settle down becuse of the emotion crisis..... i will try to write as fast as i could since i am still practicing my fingers in searching and pressing the right alphabet because i am not like and it person yet i'll try my best.Alright, enough with the emotions thing..... REFLECTION.....what can i say about it.... i guess dear god Allah had give me this chance to taste the college life.... it is my biggest dream to be a college student and being ukm student is just a blessing for me.... thaks to him again.Now, frankly, law is not my main choice in furthering my studies because i think i see myself as a person that can help almost anyone.... and deep down inside my heart, i still want to be a teacher..... i love to help my friends in our studying and they also turn to me if they facing with obstacles or any hard circumstances.though i will not surely help them but at least i might loosen their burden a bit.... ironically, i am not choosing the teaching course in upu..... how weird is that...But then i realise it is not about the course that i choose, it is about how i manage it well mentally and physically throughout the whole semester.... So, reading law must be a big, no enourmous for me to survive for the next 4 years.....I will try to derive every inch of my idea and thought in placing myself in the right path.... Still, i have to do my duty in helping my parents and my family and i want them to be proud for who i am and not what i am..... i love my abah, Hj Misran and my dearest mak Hjh Jamilah, my Brothers, Nabil, Dolah and Aman.Perhaps i should be like a coin, where there is a two side of them.Once it flip, it shows the different views and perspective thanks to mdm Sitha that analogy this.... and perhaps i could be like the flip of coin, towards positive things i guess...... and who knows i would be the next mpp like abg phoon (secret admire) hahhahahaha.....
gosh, is it formal for me to laugh like that......

Sorry for THE Inconvenience......

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